Meaning of life...

well, this is a random topic that i suddenly thought recently...
what is the meaning of life??
previously, i felt that life was really boring and kind of meaningless...
everyday, we needed to do the routines...
it seems like there were endless tasks to be done in our life...
as a student, our life is all about studying, exams, getting good marks and involving in more activities...
as a child, we ought to obey all the rules and arrangements made by our parents...
if we disobey them, we would be classified as a bad child...
as an adult, they would work and work and work for the sake of survival or maybe for materials...
and for those who has family, they would also have to worry about their spouses and children...
all of these leads to more grumbles about life...

last time, i would really mind of my result in my studies...
i have a sudden changed of the way i look things when i got my result last semester...
that time, i got all As with an A- which caused my CGPA dropped to 3.94...
yeah.. 3.94.. it was really quite a good result...
but somehow, i did feel upset with it because of 1 A-, my CGPA was pulled down quite much...
then, i realized that i should feel contented with it and i shouldn't have taken this too seriously because i would have missed out a lot of nice and interesting stuffs in my uni life...
as long as i can get an above-average result ( meaning still first class after graduated ), it is consider good..
last time, i would obey all my mom's arrangements and willing to do things for her ( and now, she is so pampered.. hai.. )...
for me, i would do so because i respect her a lot..
however, respecting her doesn't mean that i have to follow her arrangements blindly...
i should learn to make my own decision and create my own life...
so now, i will try out new things which i'm interested in without much discussion with her...
but anyhow, i will still let her know because she ought to know...
hence, there's some changes of my view of life..
and honestly, i feel that life is quite interesting in the sense that we can explore many unbelievable things...
just that we might not have the time to explore everything...
anyway, we should look life is an interesting event which comes with many different stages and unpredictable new experiences...

so, are we holding on certain things too tightly sometimes??
what if we open our mind ( or be a bit rebellious) a little bit wider to see the world with a different kind of perspective??
we can only experience this life once...
there are so many interesting things that we can try and experience it before we face the death...
if we have too many restrictions to ourselves, we can't accomplish many things in our journey of life...
so, create your own personal code to live by...
and life will be as colourful as the rainbow..